Today, I woke up later than I was expected to, hence was a little late in meeting up my dear. Then, he, comfortably sleeping at home, requested me to walk there alone, which I agreed, cause I didn't want to upset or ruin today as I won't be seeing him for the NEXT FOUR DAYS!!! Then spent my whole morning and afternoon with him. (I don't think you'd want to know the details, and I don't want to share it either.) I helped prepare him for his prom night tonight, and after that met up with Taylor, cause they two guys are going together while I go home. Taylor owes dear a meal! And I wonder, do I also get one? But it's okay if I don't. xD

But now, coming to think of it, I should have hugged him even more... I mean, now, I'm starting to miss him really alot, considering the fact that he's leaving tonight, about 4.30 am, which I will be awake. Though I won't be able to be there at the airport physically, I'll be there spiritually. I told him that I'd be talking and talk to him to make up for the four days he's away. Which is irritating me alot. If not for the expenses of the trip which I'd have difficulty affording if I went... I mean, it seriously suck at times to be living in a condominium, when it is seriously no different from a HDB flat other than paying more money every month for the extra facillities. And normally, people who live in condos, are not entitled to the IF funds. Seriously unfair. It's the same reason for the school social studies Japan trip.

Anyways, on my way back home, I saw this really cute little girl walking with her maid. Then a thought stuck my mind, "How would she look like when she is older?" Which made me imagine her current features on her face in place of an older one. And the result - not so pleasant as her cute current kiddy face. This starts me thinking and led to to a few conclusions:
1) People with really cute ( I mean cute, not pretty, but also not ugly, just those kind that make one squeal) faces, they tend to grow older looking uglier than they were. It's like the perfect eyes, nose, mouth all in the perfact size and shape and distance between each other when they are young. And as they grow older, the size. shape and distance do not change in ratio which make the fact look out of proportion. Hence ugly.
2) People who are really ugly when they were young, tends to look prettier when they get older. The most improportionate faces would grow and expand and change to form shapes and sizes of better proportions and distances, thus prettier.
3) BUT people who are really beautiful when they were young, like angel eyes and silk-like hair, they grow to become really beautiful and pretty such that I think they are the ones that can really run for beauty competitions.
4) BUT BUT BUT... Of course, all these are just what I think and personally feel, not a total 100%. :-)

I MISS HIM alot...

Hmm, tomorrow's practically the last day with him before he flies off to Cambodia. I wonder how how much am I going to miss him. (Tsk tsk. Don't scold me for whining all day that I miss him!)
**I did that when I was in the level camp this year. It was just 3 days there, and whenever I saw my close friends, I'd say "HI!!!! I miss him..." LOL. Hope I don't over do that this time.**

Today, I went to his house. On the way there, the bus BROKE DOWN. Then wasted my precious time with him. Anyways, while waiting for him to pick me up at Admiralty, I saw his sister. And yes, we walked back together. Then back at his house, we talked and cooked lunch! Which was absolutely nice, yum yum! The first time we actually took slices of bread, spread both sides with butter, and deep fried it in oil. It tastes like those kind of buns you eat outside when you but a whole chicken set in a western stall at a Kopitiam. Unfortunately, this is seriously very very very fattening, cause it was super oily. But it was a nice experience, nice food! But definitely unhealthy.

Anyways, after that, I went for piano. And practiced and practiced. And performed for teacher to hear, and she said "Not bad! You have made the best progress so far out of all the Grade7s("graduated") students" Which obviously made me super happy! But it was kind of expected. I mean if you're staying almost all day at home, with nothing to do (cause you don't feel like touching any homework), and the only thing left is to either play/watch stuff on your electronic devices (eg TV and lappies) and to play the piano (in this case, piano is my life! That's why, piano). Of course you would do both, and there's only TWO things to do, so if I still don't get the pieces of songs improved/done well, I'd have a very serious problem with my head brain. OH! And Clarissa asked if I wanted to join her and some other upper grades students together with Teacher Yvonne for shopping, dinner and movie next wednesday. Should I? Hmm, It's the cash problem. If I had cash, I'd go. And the movie that their most likely to catch is "My girlfriend's an agent"!!! A show which I had been wanting to catch, ause not only is it korean actors, it's just so original and irony that both the girl and guy are agents and yet they don't know that their other part are also one. Which makes me come to think of it, I'm supposed to watch it with Mr Kerk JUNGANG, isn't it? So here comes the debate, with my piano mates or with my boyfriend? I've yet to decide. :-(

I intend to start homework this week anyways, so I'd most probably start cleaning my room on Wednesday, (I'm spending my day with him on Tuesday), and start work at best on Thursday. Most probably I'd be able to finish those mathematical sums and others (as long as it's not newspaper reports, I'd have to do that weekly instead, sadly) within a week, that it, if I do not back out from this plan myself. I mean, don't you agree that it's seriously very hard to follow your timetable that you've plan for yourself at times, especially when you have the computers or TVs or hand phones or radio to distract you and pull your attention away. I seriously wonder how those geniuses work and study without play? (Maybe they regard studying as a form of game, as their play? Ewww...) Which reminds me, I guess I'd have to ask Qiu Jin, Wee Sin, Xin Yu and Chia Hui when to start with the chinese project. It's not good to drag his project till last week, I guess I'd be busy for christmas by then and there's recordings to be done (teachers aren't that kind to give simpler homeworks).

I've just finished helping my Dad as a telemarketer, a job which I don't like, considering the fact that one customer commented that my voice sounded like a 10-yr old, like what-the-heck! She should really go out and see the world, I mean, there are like tons of people out there that are older than me, with a higher pitched voice. Moreover, most of the customers claim to rather stay in their current house than to move, or rent, especially with the financial crisis. Oh wells, it'll be over after this holidays, plus I get $5 for every hour (inclusive of getting scolded by customers), which is still not really quite worth it, I guess?

Oh wells, toodles!
I'm spending the day tomorrow with him, and mum knows! Cause I told her that she should not be that evil to deprive her daughter from meeting her boyfriend as he'll be leaving tomorow night. Which worked really well! She immediately did not reject me, and just said "okay" with no other buts.. Cool! So I'd better rest earlier tonight.
Good Nights!

Yesterday was quite a good day for me, though I had to force myself to crawl out of my comfortable bed. It was West Division Day! And we went to commonwealth secondary school for the competitions. The food provided were seriously nice! But it was terrible waiting for them. Because there were so many groups of guides from various schools of the West, and there were also individual camps of the CCA (eg NCC) in commonwealth, the queueing of food took seiously long. We sat in a large circle at a corner and tried occupy ourselves while some others went to queue for our food. Can you believe that lunch break started at 1130, and we only had out lunches at about 1245!?! So we didn't have the time to eat, and just continued with our competitions. And our lunches? We ate them when our competitions are over or in between them whem it's not yet our turn. I joined Talentime catagory with Syafiqah, Azlinda and Stella. We Sand Rihanna's Unfaithful, which I feel that it sounded quite well (Some seriously sucked and they really went out of tune so badly that you really wish you had ear plugs on. But no offence though, it's true!). We won second. The first was commonwealth secondary school. Their idea of this show was really good, but their skills could have been better, then it'll really be a perfect performance for them. They did a skit where they sang different song lyrics instead of talking to bring out the story line. This idea's seriously cool! But, (I think you get my point here)...

Today, there's nothing much for me to do except to read, use my computer and rot at home. I seriously have no mood to do my homework. I've started on some, but all halfway. Hmm.. Maybe I'll make full use of the time when he's away to do my homework? At least I won't be constantly reminded that he isn't in Singapore. Don't you think so? Speaking of which, I wonder how Cambodia is like? Take some pictures, will ya? I'm curious. Thank you! I still can't believe that time passes so fast. It was like yesterday when he told me that he'll be going to Cambodia, and now he's going to leave on Tuesday night / Wednesday morning (Somewhen during that time, when the sky is so dark, where I'm supposed to sleep, but probably would be awake.). So I'm going to spend loads of time with him tomorrow and Tuesday. To make up for that few missing days he won't be here. But I guess, it might be the same for him too, when I'm away at Malaysia. But maybe not too, cause he's not as reliant (Is this word used correctly?) on me as I am to him.

I won't regret! xD

The past few days have been quite busy. This excludes SUNDAY cause I went out with JUNGANG.
Saturday - I was in school the whole day, preparing for G7 campfire.
Sunday - I went out with my dear. We walked and walked round here and there just to spend time accompanying each other, since it was ages we last went out.
Monday - I went to PIANO LESSON. Teacher gave a new exam song for me to start learning last week. And that day, she gave me more tips to play it. And Alligator Crawl is nice to play! But it is also tiring. Because my small fingers had to stretch over an octave to play the notes, with was obviously impossible for me, so in the end I only played the "more important" notes needed for that song.
Tuesday - Went to school for G7 preparations again. And practiced the emcee script with dry runs. Then left early as it was DADDY"S BIRTHDAY. Went to airport for dinner as that day was also the same day which AhMa came back form HONGKONG.
Wednesday - That day mostly practiced emcee-ing. And also did nothing elso much but emcee-ing.
Thursday - Yesterday was the day of G7 CAMPFIRE. And the outcome was quite decent. We had the reactions we wanted, which was quite lucky for me and Asyraf. The better thing was that, other than some of the people who we could really tell that this was boring them out, they were quite spontaneous as well and even though there were songs that they didn't recognise, they followed along the beat and cheered! Though that's that, there were some technical problems like the PA, but glad it was quickily settled. Other than that, overall, it's was good! We did our job well as emcees, and so were the gamemasters, they weren't all that bad either! xD There were also really nice performances.
The band did a mixture of dance from SNSD's Genie, Super Junior's Sorry and Micheal Jackson's something else.
The NCC did freestyle drills with brought the whole crowd to the mood. Because it was SO TOTALLY COOL! Did anyone video it? Hmm...
We guides and scouts did a dance of Disney Channel's Original Movie, High School Musical 2, a song called Bet on It.
The St Johns did a dance, something about zig-zag? and clap three times? Yea, cause I don't know the title of the song.
The councillors also did a dance, something plus Tell Me, by Wonder Girls.
Lastly, the NPCC did a skit.
Friday - which is today. I didn't do much. Just practically slept my whole day through. People smsed me, and I replied. Then did what I was to do, and went back to bed. Now updating this dead blog. But I did practice my piano in the morning - most probably the more meaningful thing I did today. And also many things happened in the evening. But all is resolved! xD
Tomorrow - West Division Day. Where I'll have to wake up early and commit to guides again.
So I think I'd better rest early.
TaTa.. Good nights!

And I will smile!
For the best of you, and me.

130th
Its been a long long time since I've updated.
Well, now forward track's gonna be over soon,
So are the O level examinations.
My results?
Not that good.
But I'm glad, It's improving!
BUT I need more hard work and determination to do better.
M1's seriously a really good class. And I really need to catch up with my class's standards.
Piano isn't all that bad too.
I passed my exams! So going on to Grade 8. Currently learning the songs, progressing quite well.
G7 campfire's coming up! And there were a few practices with Asyraf already, but still needs more improvements.
And everyone involved including those that are coming should be fully supportive of it!
I'm looking forward to it.
There are many work coming on, and homework and syllabus to catch up and learn and study hard and excell.
So jiayous!! xD